| I am still alive.... |
[Oct. 14th, 2006|06:00 pm] |
Life gets so busy - such a lame explanation for my lack of communication I know but now Im taking 5 mins out at a friends to quickly say hello and dom if you read this I'll write a big update in here its prolly the easiest way to communicate with you. I miss you and the pictures of your journey are amazing. Say hi to the ladyboys from me.
All my Love,
Kxox |
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| ))curiouser and curiouser(( |
[Feb. 12th, 2005|06:14 am] |
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| | The J's | ] |
(looks around in absolute wonder)
Its the strangest thing,today is a saturday its early morning ....Still!! And yours truly been up since 7am this morning without a hangover !!! And the crowd goes wild ** ahhhhhhhhhhhh **. Thank you Thank you your all too kind.
In all seriousness though I have browsed the markets,had breakfast,done the house work before it gets to hot, had a shower,cleaned my room....and the list goes on. I now have the entire day in which to think of something to do. Thats why this entry had to be first of my list you see ,I had a sick day last week and all I wanted to do was write in this thing and finally get it up to date,however the lap top had other ideas and short of throwing it out the window I ran out of solutions so I stopped.
Now by recollection it really has been over a year since I last communicated on a regular basis which we have all agreed is bloody pathetic so I am endeavouring to keep my promise and remain up to date with my entries. I think thats probably the best way to go about it as literally so much has happened that it would take me all of this year to fill you in on the last one.
As some of you guys may or may not know I have moved. I am officially on a suburban safari, I live in a rambling old house that has too much character for its own good complete with agressive possums and an obese persian ( it is a phenomenally large feline - I dont like it ) so here I am out in the wilderness waging my own private war agaisnt insect kind... and loosing.
As for work, I am still plodding along working for vodafone and for the time being am happy to stay there.
Because I was up so early today and am quite fresh faced and clear headed I dont paticuarly want to go into the emotional changes and upheavals that have happened in the past and which in turn have brought me to this point...It really is to nice a day for that... I am sure you understand so I will leave that for another day and for now I will go back to my pottering...
Until then be safe and happy.
Much Love : K xox |
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| Right - - lets get down to business .... |
[Jan. 28th, 2005|04:01 pm] |
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| | The Counting Crows | ] |
First may I say : HAPPY BLOODY NEW YEAR !!! May 2005 bring you everything your heart desires.
Hello all I hope this finds you all in good spirits bourbon or otherwise....*grovels* I know Im slack, a reprobate, a lazy bastard all of the above. But on the flipside - IM BACK !!
Wow the response to that was deafening, now I am in no doubt that the call of the journal was accurate.
What to say ? So much has happened - that I quite possibly wont be able to explain it all. But I can give it a bloody good try.
On the work front : Working for Vodafone and have been for quite a few months , work with great people, achieving and the like.... so all goood there.
Relationship Front - Aimie and I are together still , actually this will give you an indication of how slack I have been , because you probably dont know about her at all. And thats been going on for about 8 months now. * hangs head in shame * Gees thats pathetic.
But I am aiming to make this a regular occurance so please bear with me. I actually need to sit down at a PC and write my little heart out because a lot of dramatic changes have taken place , and as I'm at work at the moment this probably isnt the right time or place but I think the plan is for me to sit down at the lap top tonight and write the chronological chain of events. Perhaps even after a beer and a game of pool. Come on .......its Friday. You know how I feel about ignoring the sanctity of Friday its cruel and unusual. So untill tonight Ma chere's and cherie's. XOX |
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| about fuckin time |
[Jun. 26th, 2004|10:39 pm] |
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| | music that makes you stamp your feet | ] |
we have lift off thats all Im going to say ..... |
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| once more into the breach dear friends |
[Jun. 25th, 2004|07:21 pm] |
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okay where to begin new job...study..friends normal..health normal all vital signs seem to be functioning...its friday which is good its surprising how I think I have a lot to say but when it all comes down to it I am surprisingly lost for words, maybe its because I dont have as much to say as I thought which is disappointing because whatever I have done with my life I have always been able to talk and have always have has something to say.
For my birthday this year I received a book called cosmic coaching a guide to unlocking the potential to your star sign but according to the book gemini's are pyscho fickle rude insensitive arseholes so a absolute plethora of potential to unlock there...to tell the truth it doesnt really surrpise me I've always been aware of my less than advantageous points. No wonder Im an egotist no one strokes my ego they leave it up to me to do. Im currently drinking champagne listening to music and the chatter around me and am again surprisingly content scary ...
Houdini the afore mentioned prick who consumed entirely way to much of my time has now moved on to greener pastures more specifically to greenslopes itself where I assume he will continue to live the rest of his days in a coma cant say that Im sorry to see him go because I'd be lying. Had drinks with work people before reconvening with urban family they are as a whole a nice bunch but I still cant stop my automatic labelling machine that sums up people in less than 30 seconds but in my defense Im rarely wrong. The theme of late - ANTI -CLIMATIC not in a bitterly disappointing sense but anti climatic nonetheless a sense of building up to nothing maybe its my levels of anticipation that needs to be looked at but I dont think so ..I think the reason that I feel this way is because its time for a change I've changed my perspective and my job time and time again but its the lack of stimuli in my surroundings that accounts for my restlessness , time for a change of scenery perhaps ? who can say ...... |
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| keeping it simple ... |
[Nov. 16th, 2003|10:00 pm] |
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| | Leave before midnight - Elan | ] |
you know how everyone always says " against my better judgement" , what if you dont have that ??
I have serious concerns that I am without better judgement,cause I keep doing things which are against it, which makes me think do I even have it all ?
aieee, what a weekend, several fuses were blown,mating rituals performed and now I'm tired and confused.AGAIN.
I'm beginning to see a bit of a pattern here, and it all comes down to my absolute appalling taste in men.*shakes head*
Well what am I supposed to do ...stay celibate until a half decent one is interested in me ? HA !! I think not.
One a much more positive note - I'm going to the David Bowie concert and on wednesday I'm going to an " all you drink" Cocktail Party. *cackles*, they are going to rue the day they invited me.So yay for that, but a distinct lack of yay in regard to the afore mentioned crappy taste in men.
hooroo all, bed beckons and I must answer its call. |
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| it is never as it appears ... |
[Nov. 6th, 2003|01:17 am] |
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| | Human Behaviour - Bjork | ] |
Wow,what a weekend ...still trying to come to grips with what has actually occurred n the past four days, and at this point in time I stand very little chance of accomplishing that. Suffice to say...friday was a blur and a big one at that. Emma seemed happy to see everyone ( friend from Darwin) even though she was a little pre-occupied with matters of the heart, which is completely understandable considering I was suffering from the same affliction.God Blimey who in blazers do men think they are ? ...anyway we won't digress any further. Saturday was a laid back cruisy affair, in which things didn't truly get out of hand until the early hours of the morning. Then things went not only out of my hand but out of our stratosphere resulting in Sunday being a mission from the big man himself.
Continued being wracked with guilt for all the wrong reasons...none of which I feel I can print.It could just be that I'm chicken and I dont really want to reveal any incidents involving me and a person that thus far has remained nameless,apart from the psyneudonym: The Wanker. But for all intents and purpose's of this entry we shall call him : Houdini
Once again Houdini played an impecable hand resulting in ....yeah baby , you guessed it !!! The stripping of my dignity. Never had much use for it anyway so I'm presuming that life will proceed as normal.
To cut a brutally long rendition of this story short, the last few days have involved bitching,whinging,complaining and moaning, as well as two lovely boys ( quite possibly the highlight of my weekend). Its a hard life, but nonetheless I'm really enjoying this empowerment bis-zo
EXPRESSING MYSELF:
I still haven't thought of a better cheese to use, am disastisfied with your average tasty.
I want the oppurtunity to have MEL C on her own so she can entertain me. Even though Halloween is over.
an thas all I have for you my poppet's , bed is calling me. |
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| I have a vague recollection of what its like to have my shit together.. |
[Oct. 31st, 2003|11:36 am] |
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| | How did you know - Chammonix | ] |
Okay, this morning I woke up with a cold...in this disgustingly hot weather I fail to see how I could have possibly caught one, plus I'm using scented fecking tissues which is only making it worse. PLUS : a friend of mine who left bris-vegas to go with her boyfriend to Darwin is back in bris,having broke up with her boyfriend whilst up there and is now dating a Broncoe (yes thats right,a Broncoe) that she met up there. The mind reels ...oh how it reels.
Can someone please tell me what is going on ???
I mean, whatever floats ya boat - but what are the odds of meeting a Brisbane Broncoe in Darwin anyway ?
and why am I still single ?? hmmmmm ?? Just as I suspected, nothing but silence to that one ....bah humbug. |
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| blah-frikity-blah |
[Oct. 30th, 2003|12:11 pm] |
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| | Something About Us - Daft Punk | ] |
My fridge died, it has gone where all fridges that decide not to work go. If I had a bit more energy I would be a tad pissed off that I had to throw all my groceries away, and that until it is fixed I cant eat anything that needs to be refrigerated but instead I am ignoring it.
I had a bit of a brain spasm last night,it suddenly occurred to me that a shit load has happened in the last fortnight and that despite all of this, I was coping surprisingly well. However it was a pre-emptive congratulatory acknowledgement *sigh*. I then had a few ( by a few I mean more than ten) drinks and got a bit emotional,then I watched Hannibal caught a cab home and had screwy alcohol enhanced dreams.
Meh, what ya gunna do ?? |
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| hell hath no fury like a kristy scorned ..... |
[Oct. 29th, 2003|11:35 am] |
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| | Your Rude - Bad Cabbage | ] |
Let me just say that not for one moment do I enjoy being this pissed off, but while I'm here I'm bloody well going to make the most of it !!!
Everyone here that knows me, I expect lots of sympathy posts containing smeg loads of righteous indignation ( the best kind).
I have been involved with this guy, who has remained nameless in my previous posts but I'm prepared to give him a name now, for arguments sake lets call him : The wanker.
Before becoming entangled with the wanker,he had said something to my friends which they decided not to tell me, because they wanted to see if the relationship would go anywhere.And I did want it to believe me,I really cared about the guy.But after several entanglements it occurred to me that it was not going anywhere near where I wanted it to and I called it quits. Last weekend just out of curiousity I asked Ryan what it was that had actually been said.....
Now here it comes ladies and gentleman:
The Wanker said to Ryan : " The next time you get a fag hag,can you get one with blonde hair,big boobs and who weighs less ? "
Now because I have mellowed slightly ( only slightly ) in my old age I am not going to take any action, instead I will calmly wait for karmic retribution of which there will be PLENTY.
But godamn I'm mad.....really really mad.
*breathing*
check the song out that I'm listening to if you want a musical vent...its bloody good. |
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| Phucker !!!! |
[Oct. 26th, 2003|06:42 pm] |
Alrighty I just had a massively profound fucking entry nearly completed..........AND ITS GONE, not happy jan !!!
It was all about the revelations I have had this weekend what has occured and it was very bloody therapuetic writing it. It would have been even more theraputic posting it...but Noooooo. Couldnt let Kristy enjoy her catharsis could we ??
Blasted techcology. A pox on you !!
What I will say is this, in reference to my therapeutic, non-existant entry....To those that have hurt you wish them the best and close your heart, it makes it easier to function instead of keeping a channel open in the hope that they will become the person you imagined or thought them to be. Its a sad and shitty state of affairs and maybe not the right method for everyone but its what is keeping me sane. And get mad, just a little, and dont do that in a way that is going effect anyone, but righteous indignation feels pretty good.
Not dwelling on the past and concerntrating on the future is your best bet and not an easy one.
My weekend was full of that,confirmation,revelations and reconciliations. Not bad huh ? I'll write a more detailed entry tomorrow when Im not so pissed off at this fecking computer for erasing my entry, and if it posted, without my knowledge - - well wont I feel like a dickhead.But thats no different to any other day. So, until tomorrow, goodnight, blessed be and sweet dreams. |
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| Sunday Bloody Sunday |
[Oct. 19th, 2003|01:33 pm] |
hmmm where to begin ...well Im awake for starters and not hungover,I've cleaned,watched a movie , cooked breakfast and helped wash up...and now I'm heading off to see A League OF Extraordinary Gentlemen with me mates....
Managed to avoid potential personal disaster last night by not sleeping with a guy who shall remain nameless, whom I have slept with numerous times and suffice to say its all bad, but it didnt happen. Yay for me.
The people who I have not yet mentioned and with whom I spend most of my time with are what I call my urban family, the family consists of Athan, Ryan and the kids Nathan and Cass. Its all very cosy really =)
So we're heading into the city on a little family outing , I enjoy these outings the most. Its like when you finally find a movie or read a book that speaks to you, when you finally discover a place that is non-threatening where people just enjoy each others company and love and support one another as well as taking the piss out of each other at any given oppurtunity. Well that is what an urban family is ...
And another piece of good news I have had recently is that the other member of my urban family Emma, who is waaaaaay up north is dating a BRONCO ...how bizarre is that ladies and gents !! Its good news because the guy she went up there with is a jerk, and we dont like jerks. Anyway smoko time...ciao for now and be good to one another...
Word Of The Day: haven't thought of one yet, have been to busy not thinking..but thats what Sundays are for.
XOXOXOX |
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| Its Downhill from here ..... |
[Oct. 18th, 2003|05:21 pm] |
Good Afternoon, well the friday mission was successfully accomplished to the enth degree and it was shaping up to be a splendid evening indeed,however it took a bit of an unexpected turn and I ended being home before midnight !! Now as a firm subscriber to the friday tradition and as a firmly established creature of the night I took offence to this ...So I am once again back in my social habitat having a cup of tea and resting easy with the fact that as much as I would like to go out
and spread good will and smile at people and dance ...evenings,days and I guess life in general is all pretty much pre-ordained and its best not to kick up too much of a fuss and fight the natural order of things,because kicking up a fuss is very tiring.And anyone that knows me will no that I'm not a big fan of effort...
(OIE Dom if your reading this guess who I ran into at the art gallery today ??? Robert Bloody Ketton ....it was a very interesting encounter tell you about it soon. Also finished tape of MSCL, am hooked. Repeat ...send second season ASAP. =) )
I had a slight altercation with my toilet last night I think it came off better than I did ....but Im back in the saddle. What else to tell you ? I just realised that I talk an awful lot about alcohol, but as you'll soon see my weekdays are as boring as bat shit, so be thankful for the amusing anecdotes now even if they are all alcohol related. I am currently sitting one street away from the rugby union @ Suncorp Stadium and 50,000 screaming football hooligans so my dash to get supplies before they come pouring up Caxton St will be soon. I have a nasty habit of getting the urge to leave the house just as the siren goes or at half time ....I have a slight tendency to be less than gracious where football hooligans are concerned so this never goes down well.
WORD OF THE DAY: we're all to hungover/buggered to remember what it was, so I'll get back to you on that one. However yesterday's word of the day was ensemble ( preferably said in a snooty french accent)
Well till my next adventure, be good to each other .....
Hey Lenka, Ged and Bethy .. xox |
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| *doing the friday dance* |
[Oct. 17th, 2003|03:22 pm] |
Seeing as this is only my second entry, you will have no idea as to how much I LOOOOVE Fridays. I can literally smell the alcohol I will be consuming (in no way do I condone binge drinking or any other nasty habit associated with having a boozer). However years of experience with the Friday tradition has left yours truly with a bit of a tolerance to the afore mentioned liquid.
My Friday tradition goes as follows :
Knock off Work
Collect Friends from respective places of employ
Commence walking up the hill, stopping briefly at the bottle-o to purchase a beverage for the walk up the hill.
Open can of beverage once past police station .
En route to social habitat, report to second bottle-o, where we get mates rates to stock up on supplies...
Once home switch on stereo, paying no heed to the close proximity of neighbours...
and the rest as they say is history .......
This tradition usually concludes with me pouring myself into bed early saturday morning after fighting off a lecherous cab driver. Sound like fun ???
Oh, but it is ....and this ladies and gentlemen is why I LOVE Fridays.
And so I must bid you adieu for it is getting dangerously close to the time where I pack up my desk and just look busy for the next hour. SMOOCH !!!! xoxox |
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[Oct. 15th, 2003|02:19 pm] |
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| | chipper | ] |
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| | The Lesbian Assortment | ] |
This afternoon at midday I rode a bus full of degenerates to go visiting, I was then promptly told that I need to have an online diary, why I dont know ....I cant think of anything that happens in my life that would really be of any interest to you lot out there, but then what do I know ?
Soooo...I should tell you a little bit About me or a lot about me, depending on how talkative Im feeling or how long I can take my crappy typing. I dont have to tell you my interests you can just look at them.....I live in Kedron, Brisbane with perhaps the gayest man I have ever encountered in my life, if he reads this he wont mind, its the simple truth. I never have any trouble finding him in the shopping centre he's usually gasping or screaming/camping up in horror at someone in terry-toweling ( unfortuneately not that uncommon in Stafford City). I have completely lost my train of thought because its cigarette time and I cant think whilst in the throes of nicoteine addiction. So thats my first entry * shakes head* this is going to be a very arduous process indeed. *shrug* meh ...what do I care ?? |
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